Katrina Bells

Half a month had passed and still, im wishing that xhan didnt have to resign from netopia. but i understand that she did not pass the nursing board exam to end up being a cashier forever to an internet shop. lol. maybe im still missing her since we became really close, not mentioning that we started in netopia together, from exams to interviews, to the first day of training, and surprisingly, we were even designated to work on the same branch.

there were no dull moments when we were together. i wouldnt even feel the toxicity of the day because she would joke around always. but the moments that i liked best was when she sleeps, resting her body and mind for 30 mins or so.





this is the only moment of silence we/she had. this is also the only moment i get to tell her how pretty she is, seriously, without predenting to choke and adding chenes to my statement. this is the only moment, i get to stare at her, as if it was me she was dreaming, and as if im daydreaming of her.

(right now i cant help but to have this tears in my eyes. yes, im missing her, this very moment im typing this entry).



-Xhan kissing douglas, my xmas gift for her. before going home for xmas eve.-