Friday, November 5, 2010

Exhausted


For the benefit of those who doesnt know, I'm currently a video editor/call center agent. I know not everyone can do part-time while having a full-time job, so I must say that I am proud that I'm able to make it each and every time that I need to travel from QC, to Ayala, go home in Mandaluyong and back to QC. As of writing,I am required to attend 8 hours of training, which make it really difficult for me to edit since it would turn like im doing the editing as part time. I have to spend my weekends at the office to continue editing but unfortunately still its not enough and its getting harder each day, plus the fact that I'm not in good terms with one of my colleague.

Well anyway, I've been doing it for a month now, I can feel the pressure, Im stressed out, yet I can not feel and see the fruit of my hard work, I dont know why shit has to happen for every project that I get. It now make me think that maybe, editing is not for me. Yes, this is what I ever wanted. I always dreamed of it, but now that I'm here, it makes me think twice. Sometimes getting what you want is not the answer, because not everything that we want is not always what we really needed, and is just not meant for us.
 

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